I'm running in circles
I'm stuck in this cycle
Where everyday feels like
I'm part of a bad joke
Excuses won't help me
My senses are failing
Mom are you proud of the boy that you're raising?
A fuck up a screw up
A major disaster and sometimes and asshole who can't seem to find his place
This paranoia keeps me up all night
And all the monsters in my head walk by my side
And I keep trying my best
But I keep making mistakes and my legs are too tired to stand up again
That little boy with a dream turned into a man full of fears
Who says nightmares can't be real
I dont like who I've become
This past few years have taken everything left in me
And its killing me day by day
That I just cant seem to find my place
They told me it gets better and better with time
But I am 20 and tired of life
I fell for the biggest lie
Growing up is a fucking trap
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